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IntroductionInto the Labyrinth : A PhD Comprehensive PortfolioMain MenuTable of ContentsHere you can see the linear construction of this comprehensive portfolio documentWelcome to the LabyrinthThis examines why this metaphor is applied to my PhD experience.Step By StepDescribing the process of moving into and through the PhD to this pointThe Center of the LabyrinthThis section lays out the path toward this point in time and the comprehensive portfolio.Conclusionfinal thoughts and next steps from this comprehensive portfolio productionReferencesThis is a full reference list for the comprehensive portfolio, also available in alphabetic notes.Appendicessupporting documents for this comprehensive portfoliohjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06
Introduction
12020-01-11T01:39:02+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06117This is an introduction to me as an individual, a learner, and a teacherplain52020-05-04T14:59:17+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06 Researchers write stories. These narratives are accounts of a researcher's experiences and endeavours, the results from explorations, as told from their perspective. These stories are never isolated events devoid of historical, geographic, chronological or contextual grounding. Research stories have power and privilege to reveal new knowledge and truths, to persuade others to move in new directions, to surprise with twists in the familiar, or hide what is undesirable. This is my story as I capture this moment in time on my PhD journey.
I am both the protagonist and hero of this story. My part is simple. I walk. I walk, step by step through the labyrinth of PhD courses, tasks, and explorations, culminating at the centre point of the process. This story is a quest and I am the seeker, in pursuit of knowledge, academic skills, scholarly competencies, and changes in thought. This story is without ending as there are many chapters yet to come. While I walk alone, there are others who influence and intersect along my path.
This narrative is framed by my journeys before this story began. This introduction serves as prequel in order to understand and ground my PhD story. I am a life-long teacher and educator who has been in the profession long enough to see significant changes over time. I am a daughter of immigrant parents who escaped post-war Europe to find new opportunities to farm and raise a family in Canada. I am a first-generation post-secondary attender and the first in my extended family to begin a PhD. I am an avid reader and technology user stemming from a background of tinkering and exploring. I am creative and reflective, willing to try new things, which lead me to use both high tech and low tech ways of expressing, communicating, and storytelling. I am open by nature, but with an introvert's personality, which leads me to live in paradox. My dual roles as wife and mother influences and supports my research journey. Consider these pre-storied elements as you read my PhD story.
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12020-01-10T15:45:14+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06Table of Contentshjdewaard40Here you can see the linear construction of this comprehensive portfolio documentplain82020-05-22T10:36:08+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06
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12020-01-11T01:48:40+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06My Media Making Story17This outlines the media making spaces that connect to my introduction and the PhD work.plain2020-05-04T15:20:20+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06
12020-03-27T12:43:20+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06Learning Experiences20As part of the introduction, background information about my learning experiences helps establish positionality.plain2020-05-04T15:27:04+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06
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12020-01-11T01:48:40+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06My Media Making Story17This outlines the media making spaces that connect to my introduction and the PhD work.plain2020-05-04T15:20:20+00:00hjdewaardc6c8628c72182a103f1a39a3b1e6de4bc774ea06